Ok I admit; I’m a planner. I’m that type – where once an idea is in my head, not much can get in my way before I turn the idea into reality. Don’t get me wrong, I actually love spontaneity like a last minute decision to take a road trip and I especially love surprises – but I also love to plan. I love to organize, I love to have goals. I love to challenge myself and I love to check things off the bucket list. I’m sort of Type A. But one thing life constantly reminds me of – is that no matter how much you plan, organize, or prepare for, you never really know where your path can lead. And what a beautiful thing that is.
One year ago, I was beyond content, I felt rejuvenated, and was entrenched in exploring every inch of San Francisco. I spent as many minutes possible with friends, doing fun social things and embracing the lifestyle of the twenty-somethings. But yet, quickly I started to realize that there are other things I also wanted to do with my time. Like spend more time with family, exercise much more vigorously, start saving money, and determine a stronger devotion to my faith. More and more, I was searching for new ways to have fun, and new ways to reach my ‘beyond content’. I haven’t changed as a person, but some of my interests may have. One year ago, I had no idea what my new definition of rejuvenation would be. And what a beautiful thing that is.
I’ve noticed I’m not the only one walking down an unforeseen path. My sister and her husband moved to the Big Apple about a month ago – when only four months ago they had no idea they could be moving to New York. The opportunity (an awesome opportunity) came up, they took it, and they figured it out. Amidst a trip to South Africa that had been planned for almost a year, they sorted out all the moving pieces and did what they needed to do for this new opportunity. And you should see the view from their new living room – it is beyond magnificent. And what a beautiful thing that is.
A good friend of mine the other day said something that just stuck with me. I was telling her about how I’ve been feeling a little different lately, about my slight change of direction, about new people in my life, and how certain things from before just don’t seem to interest me as much as they used to. Her response went something like this: I would hope that you have changed and grown from a year ago. I hope we all have. If everything looked exactly the same as it did a year ago, we would probably need to reevaluate things. What a beautiful thing that is.
Does your life look exactly like you imagined it would? Have you let go of things that didn’t work out exactly the way you thought? Maybe you went to school for a degree that you wish you still wanted a career in – but you just don’t. Maybe you’ve picked up a new hobby or interest that you never dreamed you’d enjoy. Maybe you’ve taken some hits, been hurt, let down or left alone. Maybe a job didn’t work out; maybe a relationship didn’t work out. There are certain things in life that you just cannot plan. You can’t organize everything, and you certainly don’t get a user’s manual for much these days.
You have to take everything that life throws at you, sort out the good from the bad, find what speaks to you, and march forward with your new rejuvenation. Turn a planner’s pitfall into a reevaluation pit-stop. What a beautiful thing that can be.
So from this Type A, organized driven, slightly OCD planner who still has no idea where my path will lead me – I wish you happy traveling to unforeseen land. No matter where you end up, remember to just love life.
Love,
Chianne